Mental CaseThe last link that I had Is severed and gone I'm freefalling down down down.... From a crystalline sky To land in a patch of fresh-cut grass Underneath a peach tree Sunshine on my face. I'm happy...for now.Mental Case
Scene shifts, alters, out of control Underwater on a rough pebble floor My love that I lost walked right out the door Mechanical words, not a glance back Gone. Forever. Won't get him back... Why wasn't I good enough? All you had to do was be honest...
A purple petal drifts from the flower And lands on
HappinessDo you have any frigging idea how much it hurts To hear you speak on the phone in that undyingly cheerful voice? To speak about "then" and "when we were together" As if we had never really existed? Yes, I told you that you didn't have to care about me. I didn't expect you to, but that doesn't mean I don't want you to... I liked your concern for me. It's something i've never recieved before.Happiness
Why do you block out emotion? It's a vital part of existance. Just shove out regrets and sadness to cocoon yourself in that ephemeral bubble of happiness. Pristine, untouched. &
InsanityI can't describe myself other than the fading shadow on the wall every day I lose more of myself. There's a hairline crack running through this Ming Dynasty vase. But I make sure it doesn't show I'm faltering, stumbling, I'm losing my grip But I keep it under wraps Carefully conceal it to make sure mom and dad don't know. All they get is the Joker's mask of happiness A perpetual, red-lipped smile and glassy green eyes A smile, a laugh "I'm fine...really...I am." If only they could see...Insanity
JigsawJust like a puzzle With 5,000 pieces I am a jigsaw And it's up to you to put it togetherJigsaw
See what goes where All the little pieces of myself Spread out on the table before you Childhood memories, my secret thoughts Emotion that I hide I trust you with all of this
It seems overwhelming at a first glance But with enough patience and a little bit of time You'll be able to put it together.
You Make Me Real.I stand at the door And wave you goodbye. You’re already too far,You Make Me Real.
To hear my sigh.
You can’t see the tear That slides down my face. You don’t know how empty, You’ve made this place.
You will never know, How I really feel. How you make me smile, How you make me real.
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Thanks for the two faves
Means a lot
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"I raise my voice to the music and madness, echoing the silence and soul of who I am." ~Michael Robinson
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.: be my butterfly :.
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If you want to be fortunate in life, connect it to a goal, not a person or object.
Thanks a lot for the first Fav,
~ Hotaru
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With out laughter, we would be at the mercy of our sorrows...
- Kayla
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